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Monday, November 17, 2008
Sejenak ku terdiam dan membisu Membuatku lelah dan tanpa arah Cuba mengertilah, Cuba pahamilah Erti cinta sesungguhnya Dan letakkan hatimu di sini Ku berjanji kau takkan kusakiti Sejuk sepi sedang dan tanyakan bintang Hanya kaulah yang ku sayang Ku latih kau terbang di atas awan Agar kau tegar dan tak terkalahkan Jadilah jagoan seperti yang kuinginkan Agar dapat kubanggakan Namun sikapmu kini telah berubah Membuatku resah dan serba salah Kau berdiam diri membuat nadiku berhenti Katakanlah hei kekasih Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan Apa yang kau inginkan telah aku lakukan Coba kau pikirkan, coba kau renungkan Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
I was out today, went somewhere with some friends. Had some time to myself moments ago. Was thinking, is it really better this way? For those of you readers who are cluelss about what I'm talking about, I'm sorry, I'm not going to explain it here. I'm not really going through a bad time here, not that bad actually The feelings are still there though... Something that'll burden me for quite some time. I kind of realised I am really behind time, and I really need to get out and get a life. Everybody's moving forward, while I'm still here...seriously hoping everyone would spare a thought for me. I admit, I am a fool to even think about that. Everyone thinks for themselves and how many of us actually spare a thought for others, well there are a few, I'm not saying there's none. In this world, it's the survival of the fittest. And sadly, I'm not fit enough to even have a name. These types of problems really are difficult to handle. I don't know why it always happen to me of all people. Maybe this is God's way of telling me something. Perhaps, even more bad things will happen if things went my way for once. Or maybe, I'm just not fit to be in that kind of situation. To me, everyone's lying. And I find people who are religious even more hard to trust. Not blaming on anyone, but that's how I really feel. Standard reply of mine will be "Sure not?/Really?/Confirm?" And in order to hide my 'not-trusting-side', I simply smile, or giggle. A small facial expression can really change the way a person thinks, and I don't think anyone have noticed my 'non-trusting-side' yet. Some of you might be wondering "Didn't he just blew his secret?" Well, partly yes and partly no. Yes: I DID blew my secret No: Not many people view my blog, so...it's not much of a big deal actually. Anyway, I RARELY blog, what's there to read. Well, I want to go sleep now. It's 11pm, for some of you, it's kind of early; I don't care XD And for the rest who thinks it's late; Well, that's why I'm off to bed... -_- So, till next time...